holy shit this is long.
i just said goodbye to my best friends for the last time until i see them over break. and i know people always over react and get dramatic about their friends leaving but now i understand why. i’ve known some of these people for over a decade. i’ve seen of my best friends every month since elementary school or some others since middle school. now i’m not going to see some of them for four months. that is a very long time. i see my best friends all the time. we’re always together. i’ve never ever been that person who hasn’t had friends because i’ve stayed friends with my friends since i’ve known them. i’ve always been so blessed to never lose a friend who i’ve cared about, we’re all so close it’s hard to break that bond we all share. i’ve always had an amazing support system and now i’m going off to college on my own. i don’t have them. yeah there’s skype and texting and phone calls but it’s not the same. they’re my family. i love them so much and it’s gonna be really hard starting this new chapter of my life without them by my side. i know i’m being all dramatic and in four months i might think it was a piece of cake not seeing them. but right now it’s in the moment and i just felt like writing down the thoughts running through my brain. to hannah, jen, emma, mercedes, morgan, tee, mike, and luke…. i love you all so much even though none of them know my tumblr TEHE k peace ya’ll <3
